ViRTUal@just playin around...^^

Slap my own face

2011-12-16T10:28:00.000+08:00

All the thing i had done for you

is just like

SLAP MY OWN FACE

you never see the good things ive done!!!!!!!!!

what i ask for is belongs to me...

u shouldnt answer me in such ATTITUDE..

your attitude is too bad! too over!

haTE your every NOTHING, WHAT NOW, WHAT YOU WANT , HANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I SHOULD JT LET GO, dun care so much, dun concern and worry so much about you!
then my life wil be easier...

Your damn stupid ATTITUDE is really killing me!

CHANGE

2011-04-22T21:53:00.000+08:00

came from both side
and i was spinning inside

look around
it happens
but i need to keep silent
for the sake of their happiness
though i feel its not right

just look back to myself
it changes
i though it will only happen during 18th-year-old time
yet it still happen in my current life

i cannot influence who-ever mind,altitude and principle
except he/she was not determined enough

"Change"

非同感想！

2010-11-27T14:40:00.000+08:00

连续看了两天的moral kempen~
不是笑到爆就是感动到流泪～
不知为何～
今天有个video竟然能让我边看边哭！！！
我珍贵的眼泪竟然夺眶而出！！！

什么原因？
我装不知道，
也不想弄清楚！！！
反正能瞒一天是一天～

太多的烦恼
很像都解决不了

不管是对哪方面都好～
思念更是永无停止的
很懊恼！！！！

弱点～就是改不了！！！！

wat a nice day~ ^^

2010-11-25T11:18:00.000+08:00

today is

a nice thursday~

a nice 25/11 ever~

wake up around 7~

me bola angpau and our guide, papa(ah yap)~

four of us cycle to old town for our breakfast~

before reaching pasar to buy vege for steamboat~

we found this~~

bola was laughing non stop when she saw this~~

check it out~~ ^^

TADA~~~~~

tats it~~

PASAR BABI KAMPAR~~

and the cutiiee pig~

let us think of our dear fren babi aka chia zhi wei~~

muahaha~~

p/s: faster come bec lah babi and penny!!

we all miss you vli much!!!!!!

乱

2010-11-06T10:15:00.000+08:00

how i wish to go for a trip~

with my fren, my dearest fren

how i wish i can continue acting

act like i dun care

act like everything is under my control

how i wish i can hold the tolerant key

be more patient and tolerance

how i wish i wont quarrel with you again

bt u are the one who think u are oways ryte!!!!

i dislike!!!!! dislike !!!!

with or without

its still me

i wan the ori me

urge~~~~~

just dun ask me Y~

cos i wont tel this time~

no one wil noe~

beside my bloody red thingy~~ lup dup lup dup~

i told her every of my things!!!!

ITS SEM BREAK!!!!

2010-10-09T02:38:00.000+08:00

oh ya~~

its sem break

and

i am now at MUAR!!!!!!

its impossible to diet here!!!

so i did something crazy like：

《eat eat eat eat non-stop》

and now was getting fatter and fatter~

change my hairstyle few days ago

cant accept my curly hair at first~

but somebody say he likes it~

i think i will love it as well as days pass-by.

~GATHERING WITH THE GANG~

date: 08/10/10

time: 7pm（8pm）-12pm

gathered up for ele@shindong ssi@qiant baby and maxine bufday celebration

was having fun with those elf and cassiopia today~~

moli at first

wan tan mee after tat

at last was TANJONG (shooting)

TVXQ MANSAI!!!!!

feel happy for them who are going to the JYJ SHOWCASE!!!

muahaha~ act cute with zhen xuan

biantai hwee mian luks girly?!!! omo!!!

i said this could be the ANGLE problem! ^^

this person is ele@shindong ssi@qiant baby,

the bufday boy??? lol

here goes KYU HYUN wife!!

XIAH is her husband!!

friendship forever! elf forever!

p/s:

i miss you , my dear!!! ^^

cant wait to see u!!!!

SEM BREAK!!!!

2010-10-01T12:36:00.000+08:00

oh ya~

its sem break~

time to gain weight ~

steamboat~~

take about 4 rounds to finish all these ~

~~THEN~~

it was a trip to GENTING HIHGLANDS with my family~ ^^

little E JAY was enjoying the nice weather there~

yawnnn~~

sleepy boy~

hey~ little one~

u love to take photo a lot huh~ ^^

piuuu~~

finally u look at the camera~

CUTTIE~~

REgardLESS~

2010-09-27T14:20:00.000+08:00

what a tough time to get through

but i have to live it despite of tat stupid suffering

sail with the promises i treasure

I SWEAR

"两个人能在一起是缘分"

2010-09-18T21:20:00.000+08:00

i know it's not easy to do the balancing~

it will be: EXHAUSTED~

trap in such situation,

nobody can blame for anyone's faulty~

its just:

somebody's ignorance

someone's mistake

somebody's inflexible

someone's stirring up

and

some senseless information

some disappointing making-believing story~

all we need to do is KEEP OUR SELF UP~

ya~ UP UP UP!!

let those meaningless thingy keep on meaningless~

round turn around and around~

finally it is just an endless story~

without any proper ending~

all i know is：

sharing=caring

caring=loving

loving!!! XD

终于再次亲身体验了！！！

2010-08-27T09:14:00.000+08:00

话说～在很空的某一天～
我衰到一个不幸的遇到了不想有任何交集的人～
没关系～
算我衰！！！

再话说～
我听到了恶心的谈话～
真的让我很无言！！！
搞到我很想撞墙～
是拿他的头去撞墙！！！！

再再话说！！
他故意说了我永远都不会原谅他的话！！！
你要比贱我才不奉陪～
我就假装听不到!!!
哼！！！
你去X吧！！！
我永远记得你是怎么再次得罪我的！！
永远永远都不会忘记你的死人恶心衰样！！

T______T

2010-08-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

说不会担心是骗人的啦～

超内疚的～

都怪我啦！！

拜托你快点康复！！！

说不会不爽也是骗人的啦～

虽然知道那是朋友～

但是～

我就是不爽啦！！

不爽！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

为什么会将～

p/s: 距离很远很远很远～有六个小时那么远～

可是，巧克力很甜很甜～非常非常的甜～～

当爱在靠近

2010-08-16T13:11:00.000+08:00

真的想寂寞的时候有个伴
日子再长也有人一起吃早餐
虽然这种想法明明就是太简单
只想有人在一起不管明天在哪里

爱从不容许人三心两意
遇见浑然天成的交集错过多可惜
如果我是真的决定付出我的心
能不能有人告诉他别让我伤心

#每一次当爱在靠近
感觉他在紧紧的抱住你
它骚动你的心遮住你的眼睛
又不让你知道去哪里

#每一次当爱在靠近
都好像在等你要怎么回应
天地都安静唯一不安的是你的决定

T_T

2010-08-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

我是被抛弃的小孩

整颗心不上又不下

脑袋瓜想东又想西

担心他会把我丢下

我表变成负担

狮子与狮子虽然会很难

但是我们会不一样

一定会不一样

疑心病

你走开啦

我要把你丢掉了

你表回来找我！

p/s:你走开！！！

sigh~~

2010-08-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

自信心又再作祟～

女人的心到底是什么做的？
为什么疑心那么重啊?

不过也对啦～
应该是要配上那款女生才算得上匹配～
我这种～
哈哈～
自我嘲笑就行了啦～

哈哈哈～
今天又想太多了～
是neuron太发达了吗？
算了～
这种事收在心里就好～
我绝对不会告诉任何人！！！

p/s:should be tat kind of girl~ bt nt mine kind of girl~ haha~~ zzzz

COLLIDE

2010-08-12T01:01:00.000+08:00

even the best fall down sometimes,

even the wrong words seem to rhyme,

out of the doubt that fills my mind,

i somehow find

you and i

COLLIDE

you finally find you and i

COLLIDE

Howie Day

p/s: i was totally fall in love with this song~

it's lyrics bringing me towards positive thought~ ^^

...with me~~

2010-08-10T19:14:00.000+08:00

please bear with me and guide me patiently~

cos i was really out of this situation for a very long time~

my heart was beaten fast and

my mind was expecting for something to happen~

all these unfamiliar feelings are coming back~

accompany by my side~

excite my life~

please stay with me all the time~~

p/s: less attention on suju and donghae these few days~ something wrong with me~

珍惜～

2010-08-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

真是得来不易～
我一定会珍惜！！！
加油～～～～

p/s: 两者兼顾吧！！！ ^^

善用啊～

2010-08-08T02:08:00.000+08:00

最近太不冷静了～
凡事都往那个不该钻的地方钻～
真应该善用我之前写的旷世文章～

啊哈哈～

真的是不要想太多比较好～
来来去去～
伤细胞又伤脑袋～

没办法了～
凡是就乐观点吧～

就算戴着面具我也要做个快乐的小丑！！

加油！！！
大家加油！！！

P/s:慢慢来～～

什么角什么尖？

2010-07-24T03:35:00.000+08:00

人与人之间的相处之道是需要生活经验累积的～
但那也不泛从旁听取他人的意见和见解～～
但是～～
最关键的还是在于个人的思考，渗透与抉择～～

人活着～一并带着脑袋瓜～
那颗圆圆的成品并不是人体的携带品～
而是必需品！！
人只要活着就必需积极的动用到它～～
必需要有正面思考～
必需顾及他人～

正面思考真的很重要～
不要埋怨他人对你的不好~
不要理睬他人对你的评价～
你是你～他是他～
个人的生活并不需要他人来批评与指责～
最重要的是最后我们能获得什么～
更不需要理睬他人～
因为往往多话的第三者都是患有偏激思考的人士~~
更因为偏激思考之人往往都是五十步耻笑百步之徒～
所以我们不应该害怕～
更不应该与他们迎面交锋或是耿耿于怀～
因为那只能让我们变成他们的手下败将～
说难听点就是让我们也变成了百步耻笑千步之人～

顾及他人也很重要~
不该大声批评他人的不好～
更不该躲在阴暗角落说他人的坏话～
这两者之间听起来很矛盾～
但试着想想～
如果某人能够给予指教进而劝告而不是批评～
如果某人能够光明磊落的让他人知晓其短处~
那不是很好吗？

除此之外～
友谊对活着的人来说也很重要～
但是，重要与有意义的友情只出现在遇到对的人期间～
那些对你忽冷忽热，假惺惺，装傻的“朋友”～
浅交变适可～
深交即突变～
如何突变发？
无法形容～世世无绝对～
就看个人的忍受程度与想法～

p/s：那什么角什么尖的思想～
拜托请你不要靠近我～因为我已决定远离一些些尘埃～那些之前让我觉得很烦～但现在对我是无关自事的尘埃～该来的总会来～所以更不该执着，更不该念旧～不要怪我狠心～因为这是你累积的果实～～

怎么了？？

2010-07-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

被我抛弃了一阵子的部落格啊～
你还好吗？？
我不在的那一阵子～～
你怎么了？？
到底发生了什么事啊？？

最近你的主人，也就是我～
也不知道怎么了～

主人我总觉得每星期重复的生活把她烦得好累～～
每天每天的课～
持续不断的报告和作业～～
让她不想把自己的每个周末都变成负担～
这也是为什么她已经连续四个周末都不在这里了～～
因为也只有逃离这里，
因为也只有和家人呆着～
她才会觉得生命是活跃的，人生不是机器般的无聊～
每天也可以很快乐～～

除了回家能够让主人我活过来外，
就只剩下super junior 能够支撑我在这的生活了～～
尤其是donghae ssi~~~
每天每天到家的第一动作,on laptop!!
每天每天的facebook, 海世代, twitter(translate得很快乐!)
真庆幸找到了在这里的精神粮食～～

妈妈，爸爸～～
我现在说后悔还来得及吗？？
真该在那时候听你们的话！！！

阿公每次都告诉我三年很快就会过去了～～
每每听到我也只能点点头说是～
但～～～
为什么大学一年级的第一个学期开始，
我并没有像foundation时那样过得那么快乐啊？？

妈妈每次都告诉我不要那么情绪化～
人长大了都是要面对离家的～
虽然我常告诉自己要尝试自我调试～～
但是正常了的我又会突然间变得想哭又不正常！！

到底是怎么了？？？？！！！！

p/s:我想回家！！！！！

pek cek

2010-06-18T22:59:00.000+08:00

first time
so
innocent
believe
guy
words

sharing
caring
=nothing

joking
playing
=fooling

i
better
watching
football
rather
than
TRUSTING
people
bluffing

ISHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P/S: EMOTIONALLY FREAKING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

疯狂不再～～

2010-06-18T19:16:00.000+08:00

突然发现~

还好世界上有相机这玩意儿～～

要不然这些场景都无法被记录下来～～～

哈哈～～

接招吧～～

一群患有选美妄想症的青年～

为什么要focus我啊？？!!

ah yap~~受死吧！！哈哈~~

p/s: 在空荡荡的购物广场里拍照还真恐怖～～冷飕飕的·～～～

我晕～我晕~我晕！！！！

2010-06-15T01:04:00.000+08:00

啊～～

就这场最煞啦！！！

无论是东海的服装（他的小蛮腰好性感）

还是丽特（他拨头发耶），希澈（超媚的～渐渐喜欢上你了！希美人），厉旭（你的头发甩得好帅气），艺声（眼神～够杀！我喜欢）～～～～

当然还有其他成员！！！！！！！！！！

就这场最棒了！！！！

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jIOBDX4HN9A

p/s: 每次看到他～～我都不知道要晕几次！！！ OTOKE????? 啊～～超喜欢你！！

DONG HAE OPPA

IRRITATING?? ANNOYING??? URGH~~~

2010-06-08T23:38:00.000+08:00

why i just cant having a nice sleep since i came back here?
cant sleep well for 3 continuous night~~ （nap too）

urghhh~~~

how come i scare of this and that since the start of this semester?
everyday think of this and that!!
its annoying but i just cant stop thinking of it!!!
MUET, PTPTN and the LECTURE CLASSES(its a bit too rush and complicated for me)!!!

urghh~~~

i feel like crying when i saw the wallpaper and screen saver of my hp~~
cos SUJU and DONGHAE's picture was nicely set on my hp screen!!!!
search for their info, news and pic @ listening to their songs are the onli wave that can push me to continue my life recently!!!!

urghh~~~~

some days feel like reluctant to go out for dinner!!!!
i rather stay at home sitting in front of my lappie bt nt wasting time cycle out eat eat eat and cycle bec~~~
i sked no time to revise those breathless notes!!!
bt sometimes think of outing will be another cheerful session for my hush hush life!!
confusing!!!!!!!!!!!!!

urghh~~~

finally i contact one of u today~~
by messaging and msn but not calling~~~
cos i afraid i wil burst out when i hear one of your's voice~~
especially you~~~ MUM!!!!
i scared to phone you coz dun wanna make u worry!!!
but the fact is~~
i really cant stand for this few days life!!!!!!

urgh~~

p/s: MISS YOU ALL SO Much!!!!!!!!!!!!! just give me one more chance to feast the moment with u guys~
i love u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! teardrops falling nw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KNOWING

2010-05-30T01:51:00.000+08:00

its kind of blah blah blah today~

nice K time~

delicious HOME-MADE LUNCH~

fantastic WEDDING (show girls' session are excluded)

and still~~

DUMBNESS(for me) gathering which i cant grab it (maybe the tempo are too different for me)

tats all for today~~ blah blah blah!!!

p/s: i tried to change my situation and think of other ways to make it more smoothly~~~
but it just CANT WORK!! i dunnoe why~~

just can sense@conclude that:
the feeling of being with a gang,
possess of the same physical characteristic,
are the BEST~~

DO NOT THINK, OUT OF FOCUS!!!!!

REWIND!!!! its REWINDing now!!! wo hoo~~

2010-05-22T11:51:00.000+08:00

those memories and those wavy-hear-ted intention which was being left~~~

toward u guys~~~

was finally REVIVE!!!

glad that i still having a gang of friends who were still loving u all so much!!!!

_______________________________________________________________

DESPITE how many members u all having for the 4th nw~~~

they will still LOVE and SUPPORT u all forever!!!!!

_______________________________________________________________

HOWEVER there is some changing from my view this time!!!!

the 1 who SNATCH my eye-side and hear beat ~~~~

they ask me :"you like him as a GIRL or BOY"~~~

and i was just dumbness still~~~

cos i wanna give the answer as :

'"CAN I LIKE him, BOTH AS A GIRL AND BOY???!!!"

LOLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

P/S:

soo ling,借下照片~~ ^^

就是他了~~~

再次澎湃了起来！！ ^^

DONGHAE

它～～它～～它终于出来了～～

2010-05-14T12:34:00.000+08:00

怎样巧都没有那么巧吧～～
真没想到吧～～
它竟然又在你（我）们要去马六甲走走的这（那）天蹦出来～
哈哈～～
怪巧的～～

虽然是很巧～
但是很庆幸～～
它这次的出现有别于上次的状况！！！
因为这次大家都很高兴（大家都有进步嘛）～

就我而言呢～～
怎样讲？？
恩～～总之就不错啦～～哈哈 ^^
因为management studies 竟然让我拿到A(4.00勒）～～
哈哈哈哈～～～
有它就够吃了～～

希望大家看到它时也跟我一样是兴奋而不是伤心的～～
还有还有～～
现阶段大家都算是半正式的degree students 了～

p/s：
未来加油吧！！！在此祝福！！！GOOD LUCK!!!!

a kind of gain~~

2010-05-12T19:19:00.000+08:00

no fren no gain~~
no start no end~~

may i write a note,
indicate my illusive worLd?

TO: SOMEONE

I

LIKE

YOU

FROM:
KUSO

P/S: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~ ITS FUNNY~~~~

后悔到～～～～

2010-05-10T22:15:00.000+08:00

会后悔～
因为做错了决定@事情！！！

剪了刘海～～
我无比后悔～
我现阶段再也不会相信 刘海能抓住青春的尾巴！！

去喝茶～
我觉得一些些后悔～
因为坐在一旁发呆，脸红（原来我喝了少许的啤酒）～～
还有还有～
我又不小心讲错话～
一句"什么烂"就送给我～～
真的是吓到～～
唉～～无奈

p/s:
1）要听妈妈的劝～
2）以后还是不要乱发言的好～还是安静点好～和别人讲太多不好～～

NO more room for 犯贱～～

2010-04-24T03:25:00.000+08:00

人之所以会犯贱=就是给于他人并不愿意收留的多余同情～
真的是傻的可以～
啊～哈哈哈～

ah cheh~~~
一度以为会是真心交的朋友～
哪知道会错意～

原来我无故萌生的念头是有原因的～～
有异性没人性真的是人类的天性吗？
我还会不会遇到真正有义气的异性朋友啊？
希望ah gua同仁不会这样对我！！！

不管了！！！
管他是什么友情～
我照样block！！！

p/s: 不要问我为什么～我已经懒得解释！！以其人之道还之其人之身！！！看你是什么感受～
BLUEEKK!!!!!! isssshhhh~~~~！！！

修心之旅～

2010-04-19T20:33:00.000+08:00

一直都很怀疑我那些趁着study week回家的朋友～

很想问他们：

“诶，你回家做什么？反正考完试都要放假了！你回家读得到书么？”

哈哈～～

现在，

我终于体会到那种滋味了～

以下就是我这几天在kl的活动～

1）帮忙照顾baby E JAY

他很可爱吧^,^

2)目睹面包制作过程

不懂是算恶心还是可怕的爆发酵母(面包的祖母)

经过时间摧残的酵母@面包团(它一下子就肿很大)

P/S:

其实，

我过后才真正领悟到~
回家,
不是要你读书～

也不是要你回去浪费时间～
而是要你回去`好好休息~
好能够为即将来临的考试冲刺~
JIAYOU3~~~~~~~~~~~

真的是～～又爽又饱～啊哈哈哈哈哈～～

2010-04-15T23:13:00.001+08:00

经过了漫长的等待～

消遣时刻终于到来～

哪怕就在大考的前两星期～

以下就是本人在这几天挥霍人生的证明～

这是本人出发前往ipoh血拼前的自恋照

再来是MC DONALD!!!

有没有看见我的可乐在冒汗？哈哈～

个人觉得超值的japanese buffet!!!!

这只是我们干掉的一小部分而已～

不要羡慕！！！

看到没有～～

我所用的碗盘～超爽的啦！！

饭后总需要甜品～

越来越佩服我拍照的技术！rfrf

这是kuso突发奇想的新造型～
BUT
事实证明了
kuso的突发奇想很失败！！

p/s: 快乐背后总是隐藏着悲伤～过度的挥霍与放纵让人觉得彷徨！！

我的荷包大破洞！！谁愿意帮忙补一补？ rfrf~~

我要～～～我要～～我要～

2010-04-14T11:19:00.000+08:00

太多说不出口的感受需要你来宣泄！！！！！！

最近也发生太多突发事件了～

从最初的不愿意@不情愿的谈判
到突然间不想跟某个让我越来越不认识的朋友说话
还有昨天的金宝暴风雨+停电～～

也太多了吧！！！！

p/s:其实还有更多@更多～但我说不出口，也写不出来～
因为我觉得，就算写出来也都没有意义了吧~ha~~ha~~ haha =='''

为什么历史要重演啊？

2010-04-09T03:01:00.000+08:00

脑袋里有太多个为什么

我想问！！！！！

为什么要把一件很简单的事情搞到那么复杂？
为什么会有人可以活得那么假？
为什么就是有人喜欢搬弄是非？
为什么要把那种人当成知心朋友？
为什么我很想揍它？？？？

我还想问！！！！！

为什么他们都是一个样？
为什么我那么笨？
为什么我会相信?
为什么我会想装着看不见？
为什么我都想太多?
为什么该来的都不来，不该来的却来？？
为什么想要的却离开，不想要的却向我逼近？

最后，我想问！！！！

为什么他那么白痴？
都说了不能一直这样！！
为什么你我还是执迷不悟？？

p/s: 太多太多的为什么，我写不出来!!!

这是第一次，在一天内，

我的世界里, 出现了这么多的为什么！！！！！！！！

whole day SKIP~~

2010-04-07T19:25:00.001+08:00

am i too bad ??
i skipped 3 classes for today (whole day classes)
lazy to go for the first 2 lecture class, doing revision
cant go for the efc lecture class cos nOt feeling well when i woke up

y u suddenly itchy and swell,
i was very worried!!
please get well faster
cause i was too afraid!!

p/s: I SWEAR I WILL NEVER BEING RUDE TO U..... MY WINDOW OF SOUL~

I DONT WAN!!!!!

2010-04-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

I DUN LIKE TO LIVE WITHIN A LIFE KEEP

CYCLING

P/S: CAN U JUST STOP LETTING ME CRASH AGAIN WITH THOSE STUPID INCIDENTS??? NOW I FEEL LIKE I WAS STUPID ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AGAIN~~

2010-04-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

i mentioned b4~~~~
i

REALLY

DUN

ENDING

WITHOUT

ENDING!!!!

P/S: dun come disturb me!!! if u did first~ i wil stick TO u~~
I WAS TOO STICKY!!!!!!!!! JUST DONT!!!!

is this end of the CHAPTER??

2010-04-06T20:54:00.000+08:00

weeee~~~
this is a wonderful day which i settled all my presentation(assessment)...
released weih~~~~

for the web page design,
i believe we did our best in both designing and presenting...
cheer for our hard work and effort!!!!! ESPECIALLY THANKS TO KAMBING (kum weng)

abt management studies,
we had done an excellence job in presenting(interview session ^^) miss chan love it (^^)v lolzzzzzzz
wat abt the report??? hehehe~~ i feel satisfied with it ( i WONT mind with the job to correct and edit thOSE rubbish! Actually i enjoy editing and correcting!!! hehe) ^^

hiahiahia~~~

english for communication,
first of all, thanks to my lecture assignment group members,
we had play a good meeting role during presentATION...
GOOD JOB too for assignment 2~~thank Q!!
jus wanna say~~

LOOking forward for our GATHERING!!!

whi

while for the tutorial assignment members,

feel so lucky tat we got an easy situation,

and wanna sincerely apologies....

sorry ya~~ MR. RAJIV~~ (sorry for kena shoot by us) ^^

P/S: i feel like showing my sincerity and trustworthy to you,
I APPRECIATE!!!
=> CHENG KUM WENG
( u did too much that i cant listed down!! its lucky to be your group member)
=> CHAI PEI NEE
( eventot i said urs work is rubbish~ bt actually its useful... nt RUBBISH at all @ thanks for fighthing with me as a reporter ^^)
=> HENG WEE VIAN
(dun feel nervous with ur presentation, dun worry, u done it pretty well.... good job o~ ^^)
=> NG CHEE YANG
(u are such a hardworking and creative leader, thanks for doin all the job which are out of ur range. TQ)

ALSO, NT FORGET TO THANKS:

=>Peggi, Aisyah, Dora, Ah Lau, Hui Yan, Rajiv and Mun Yee

At Last,
=> SIA GIN JIN!!!!! ^^ MISS U O!!!!

RECYCLE~

2010-04-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

the incidents keep cycling...

like its still fresh for yesterday's

HOWEVER

it was my first meet~~with different people @ different matters.

i feel lonely,tired,angry....

wish some1 by my side love me,support me,take care of me....

tats y i hoping,wishing,dealing....

life but a cycle....

p/s: DO NOT think,wish,hope what u want!!! as it will never come!!!!!!!!!

MUMMY,DADDY,AH GONG,AH MA,ah mei, ah di,xiao mei,xiao gu,uncle,didi,xiaoshu,kakak,meimei,afiq,san shu,karen jie2~~i love u~~

解决=决定了！！

2010-03-31T20:16:00.000+08:00

终于～

我终于决定了我的落脚处～～

在翘课的这一天，
我去签约了～～～～

哈哈哈～～
太好了！！！

我要搬了～～

恭喜我吧～～

我将从我家的一楼双人房，搬到二楼的单人房哦～～

就在考完试的那一天～～

p/s:相聚与离别都是注定的啦～～我不会再执着了！！相信你们～～～

how come????

2010-03-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

y the deepest site of my heart still full with hollowness???

am i suppose to hv this kind of feeling??

feel bad whenever think of moving and separating~~

all over again after third sem~~

will it last??

p/s: i dun like this situation!!!!!!!! damn moody!!!!

单人行总是很孤单～～

2010-03-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

是累赘吗？
为什么每次都觉得我自己是多余的啊？
一个人总是比较尴尬吧～～

尴尬～～
因为朋友们都成双成对～
因为不好意思让我一个人~
因为怕我会不好受～

唉～～
我真的觉得好难受～
但又不能怪罪或埋怨他们～
毕竟～～
我就是一个人～

这就是事实～～

P/S: 很难不胡思乱想啊·～～哈哈·～～认命吧～～

不变的友情~~ 距离？？？？哈哈~

2010-03-25T00:25:00.000+08:00

她。。。
就是她~~~
那粒每天说着奇怪语言的蛋蛋！！！！！

在告知我们以后的二十四小时里～～
消失了～离开了～不见了～～

她，
去了离我们蛮远的地方～～
她，
回到了最温暖舒适的家乡～～

其实想想～
这决定对她来说～～
是好到没话说的～～

因为蛋蛋将会被家人照顾得健健康康的～～
因为蛋蛋的病将会全部滚蛋！！！！
因为蛋蛋不用再背负思念家乡的重担～～
因为蛋蛋不用再让别人欺负，忽略，背叛～～～

虽然她的这个决定让去我们都shock~~了不只一下～～
但是我们都欣然接受～～
因为～～
她永远都是那粒原原本本的蛋蛋～～
永远都不会改变～～

说话很直接的蛋蛋！！！
总是叫我们等等她的蛋蛋！！！
说外星语言的蛋蛋！！！
和WEE VIAN@PENNY是青椒组合的蛋蛋！！！！

p/s:
距离？？算什么？？说好了到时候见哦！！！！ ^^

奇怪～～

2010-03-19T02:46:00.000+08:00

今天的我还真不是普通的怪～～

都几点了～～
竟然还没睡～～

真的很奇怪～～
可能是回到最温暖的家～～
变得没有睡意吧～

哈哈～～

P/S: 你今天真是不乖啊～～
都快三点了～～
快去睡吧～～睡吧～～

i do believe~~~

2010-03-19T00:07:00.000+08:00

我相信～～

感情是不讲条件，
不问理由的～～

一旦你遇上了～～
就逃也逃不了～～

p/s: 你们遇上了吗？？

its another day~~

2010-03-12T22:46:00.000+08:00

demi~~dummy~~demi~~~

this is my third nickname~
named by my dear WEB PAGE DESIGN practical tutor~~

its another waiting day~~
looking forward to have a chat with BAD GUY~~
y there oways is no space for us to have a chat???

maybe its becoz GOOD GIRL oways sleep earlier~
and
BAD GUY onli available during nite time~~

p/s: PUSH THE BUTTON-sugababes
this song is an act of my currently situation~~ ==

奇怪的梦～～

2010-03-12T14:15:00.000+08:00

昨晚，我做了一个菲比寻常的梦~~
这个梦里出现了好几个不该出现的人物与画面～～

不知道是是不是我白天想太多有的没的～～
他竟然也出现在我的梦里～～～

这场梦就好像一场电影～～
梦里的我好像是这部戏里的女主角～～（当然啦～是我的梦勒～～）
而他, 很偶然的，竟然是跟我有对手戏的男主角～～

梦里的他～～
所作所为都非常有条有理～～
事事都办的非常周到～～
我所要求的,我没要求的，
他都一一办妥～～

唉～～
那现实生活中的他，
是不是也像梦里那样，会让人觉得体贴，窝心呢？？

我们常说～～
梦境与现实是相反的～～
那我想～～
我的奢望也只能是奢望吧～～
“ 它 ” 应该不会这么简单就实现吧～～

p/s: 不过我还真想让这个梦成真～
试一试也好～～

judgement~~

2010-03-10T20:10:00.000+08:00

i now do not believe in a word call "promise"...

its a small case for you~~~ mayb

but

for me~~

its a sensitive matter~~

please !!!!

do not make a promise that u cant actualize~~!!!!

p/s: i can see through how dummy3~~ i was~~

请问你是笨蛋吗？？？？哈哈～～

2010-03-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

经过一天一夜的思考～
恩～～～
我有必要这么在意吗？？
真的是一字惊醒梦中人啊～～
哈哈～～
昨天的我真的像个白痴一样～～
算了算了啦～～～

我～～
不会再这么小气了～～
大量大量～～～
我要大大量～～～
哈哈～～～
good3~~~

p/s: 其实还真是我的错啦～～以后不会再犯咯～～
人格难改哦～但我还是执意要改～～
尴尬时期“秀秀秀”三声一下子就会不见咯！！！对！！！！！！！！

对对对！！！！！！！！！！

2010-03-01T23:29:00.000+08:00

我现在就是很不爽！！！
只是不小心打错字！！
竟然演变成这样的结局！！！！
你以为我是故意的吗！！！？？？？？

连我都不明白为什么要这么在意！！！
想来想去的答案只有：被朋友玩很不是滋味·！！！！！！

烂啦！！！！
很烂！！！

对对对！！！
是我啦！！！
就是我！！！！
我打的！！！！

p/s: 现在感觉更热！！！！！！！！！！

时间真的是"飞逝'啊~~~

2010-02-26T18:33:00.000+08:00

唉～

我很乱
真的是有点乱了～
为什么人总是那么矛盾呢

还在读书就期待放假～
真正放假了就觉得无聊～
要开学了又很舍不得～

唉·～～

乱啦～

总的来说～
这个假期虽然没过得像上个sem break那么充实～
但也还不赖～～
不好的也只是一直吃吃吃罢了～～ ^ ^

还有还有～
我在这个新年收到了半费半送的手机～～～
哇哈哈哈～～
说不开心是假的啦～～

这个新年有个地方让我觉得空空的～
朋友们～为什么我们的没有合照呢～遗憾勒～～
哈哈～～算了2～下次记得啊！！！

p/s: 表妹们越来越正了～～～（就连我可爱的妹妹们也加入了减肥的行列）
不行啊～～我这个大表姐可不想输～～
你～～～加油！！

和我长得蛮像的弟弟～～
大年初一唯一的一张～～

捞啊捞啊～大年初二的团圆饭～～～

舞狮到访苏宅～与alissa堂妹拍照留念～

他为什么那么开心啊？哈哈～～

哈哈～～他竟然拍耍酷～她更惨～竟然装可爱～～～

福建人初九拜天公啦～～～

新年~~现在是新年耶！！！！

2010-02-20T14:54:00.000+08:00

我的圆脸，
自从8号回来那天，
就逐渐变圆，
越来越圆！！！
怎么办？
我不要！！
可是我没有办法控制，
一回到家，我就一直吃吃吃。。。
唉～～
算了算了～～
开学再努力吧！！^^

真的还是要感谢那群猪朋狗友～～
哈哈～
要是没有你们
我这个新年一定闷死在家里
以前的朋友散了
不过幸好还有你们！！！
谢谢你们不畏路途的遥远与艰辛。。
在黑夜里送我回家。。。
谢谢！！！

当我回家自我检讨一天下来的行为过后，
我发现，
有时我真的话说多了～说夸了~
有时我的行为也过分了。。。
所以。。。
想在这里对你们大大声的说："对不起"！！！！
希望你们能接受这样的我～
不管我做了或说了什么比较过分的话和事。。
请原谅我～～

p/s: friendship last longer and forever....if compare with lover~~~^^
treasure~~ ^^

CHINESE NEW YEAR~~~

2010-02-11T18:09:00.000+08:00

好高兴哦·。。。
距离华人传统的农历新年只剩下几天耶～～

再过两天，
大家都会陆陆续续的回家。。
踏足良久未曾亲临的家乡。。。

好期待他们回家
到时候苏家一定会很热闹，
大家一定会很开心，
觉得很好玩～～

今年比较特别，
因为会有小毅责陪我们一起度过他的第一个新年。。。
期待3～～～

p/s:恭祝大家新年快乐！！！！！

miss u~~

wish u happy birthday here...

coz i wont wish u on time....                                                                                                                           FRIEND~~ ^^

how cool_cruel huh...

2010-02-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

wat to say....i smell it...
how to say...i saw it....

how cool is it with the cigarette smell??
how cruel was it with smoking scene....

whats the main reason that push you all to the smoking side??
stress??
tension??
peer influence??
to release tension??

twice a day...
2 persons..
i meet 2 smokers in 1 day....
i smell it...
i saw it....

*p/s: i said i wont mind....
BECAUSE is you......

你们“不要这样啦“！！！！

2010-02-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

i can't figured out since when....
i was being named and marked as LIAM LIAM EH~~~
maybe is start frm the time,
i intro them to see LEFT 4 DEAD TRAILER in hokkien version...
(i gt little bit regret to do so now~~ISHHHH~~~~)

talked abt LIAM LIAM EH~~

i wil think abt the WORMBIN CREW...
our bussiness plan which grouped with ASTON NOMORE---------->>
our chief director of this business plan....(he is the boss)

mentioned about business plan....
i will think about the one THEY told me today(1/2/10)...
ya...right after our public speaking and communication paper....

*******************************QUESTIONING SESSION************************

Qs: Why your group want to use starfish but not crab???

Ans: We can use crab....but watch out... crab will "keghhhhhh"~~~ bite your finger.
******************************************************************************

p/s: swEAT lo....this answer hear say, make the whole class laugh....SHUEN...is it really funny??? =='''

COOL~~~

2010-01-29T13:21:00.001+08:00

math_machine process finally settled down~~~
lol...
hohoho...
although its quite tough for us...
but fren...
at least the time for mr math is over....
and now...
LETS ON9...BLAST SONG...PPS....BLOGGING...
do anything u would like to do...
jus b4 we continue for dear PUBLIC SPEAKING....
hehe...
few days i left my laptop,facebook,love songs and msn alone...
nw is the time for me to expel ...
wahwahwahwah....
i seems like found something new in my life....
cheer!!!!

p/s: DEAR TEO KIAn HOU~~~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY O~~~~^^
HAPPY 23??
HAHA~~~

lov-INg---------------------diet-ING

2010-01-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

this is the time for demi soh kuso to study...
while she is studying hard,
she also starving hard...

she knows this is not the way to survive...
as this will only torture her stomach..

she realize this is not the way to live..
but to be more fit and skinny..
this is her leading road....

war is coming
its neither not too far nor too near
it falls on next friday...
which means it is coming after exactly 5 more days...

dear biology II
please allow me to love u greatly...
because you are my first love among SIX....

dear mathematics II
please do not playing trick with me...
i know you very well before
so allow me to know you well this time...

dear chemistry II
you are the most thorny one for me among the SIX...
i tried to understand you well last semester
and had tried to pay more attention for you during your show time..
so i do not wish to see the same ending as my mid-term1&2...

dear public speaking
you are my lovin...(presentation was syok)
but you are once my nightmare during mid-term
miss any part of you make me fell badly..
so i wont let you make me feel sick again...

dear programming
i was thinking before :"why i need to take this IT subject"
but after i meet you
i know i need to understand you
because you give me a shinning strike in mid-term(coursework mark)
hope in final also..

dear writing for science
you frightened me as i've been propose to bar this sem....
i know i can handle you nicely...
as you are one of my handling language...
do it well and JUST FOR YOU!!

p/s: DEMI SOH KUSO wanna maintain her FIRST SEMESTER's GPA!!!!!

belive that she can do it!!!!

melt-get-tears...........

2010-01-22T02:25:00.000+08:00

what am i thinking??
something dy dcide....
i was the rule-breaker of mine...

say OK is the xxx decision...
i noe myself..
how well i wish to meet u....
haha...
look into...
i noe i was fell badly into it...

the reply sounds like hint....
if i was right...

maybe sometimes we female think too much...
bt once i get it,
droplets was round and round in my window of soul...
just try to let it out when i reach home....

p/s* now i only understand....

glad to have their life...

2010-01-20T20:08:00.000+08:00

its onli for someone who possesse $$ (most important condition)

sometimes,,,
its onli for those who are smart and intelligent....(minor condition??)

used to be enrolled before,,,
and was erolling now...
hope to enter that circle...

but

sometimes,,,,
its really~~~ onli for those who are
=> rich
=> within the circumtances
=> fulfil the conditions
=> housing with a smarter brain AND do not forget
=> great in "speaking"
maybe
=> looks western

p/s: so, its better to search for a rich and different races(gene) life partner frm now on
(if u cant fulfil ur dream by ur own)
at least u can see the miracle of your wish happening in the future...
=>your children..

PUSH THE BUTTON

2010-01-17T01:18:00.000+08:00

Push The Button

Push the button
Push the button
Push the button
Push the button

I'm busy throwing hints that he keeps missing
Don't have to think about it
I Wanna kiss and
Everything around it but he's too distant
I wanna feel his body
I can't resist it
I know my head looks can be deceiving
But how obvious should a girl be?
I was taken by the early conversation piece
And I really like the way that he respect me

I've been waiting patiently for him to come and get
I wonder if he knows that he can say it and I'm with it
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Catch this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

I'm busy showing him what he's been missing
I'm kind of showing off for his full attention
My sexy ass has got him in the new dimension
I'm ready to do something to relieve this mission

After waiting patiently for him to come and get
He came on through and asked me if I wanted to get with him
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Won't miss this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

I've been dropping so many hints
You’re still not getting it
Now that you’ve heard everything I have to say
Where we gonna go from here?

layan????~~~

2010-01-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

hohoho~~~
open a forum for my disaster...
their advises and suggestions make me wanna cry...
her certainly predicttion makes me feel shrink...

ya...
very obviously,,,
i was trying to hide from looking into your eyes,
today...

coz
honestly
i cant look into ur eyes
with pure feelings...
if
i look into ur eyes with mine which is complicated...
i think i wil burst...
rigth in front of u...

so,
i try to talk with fren,
laugh with them,
acting didnt see u,
like wat u say
purposely nt layan u...

coz i was trying to control myself
frm thinking u, missing u,hugging u and kissing u....
this is wat i dreamt off before,
just right b4 u say no......

it is unfair to me if i dun noe the reason of urs
but i jus let u go
stream on my face
when u say the words which hurt me well

well~~~
i think acting to be frendly is the only way
to be a simple fren again with u...
but this is the hardest way for me...
coz it stop me frm thinking abt u~~

p/s: U TREAT ME VERY NICE,
very well,,,,and this make me wants and hopes more and more~~~!!!!

CLEAN n' CLEAR now~~

2010-01-13T02:50:00.000+08:00

ah
i think
it wont be easy for me to start this conversation
just from the second u told me that is not u, but your fren....
i feel like to cramp onto the wall...

sometimes..
people do not think in their way...

i guess
i had enough courage to start the QnA
i was brave enough and too motive....

u ask me whether was i being offended by you????
MY ANSWER IS: YES!!! DEFINITELY I WAS OFFENDED BY YOUR ACTION SOMETIMES

wow...
wat explanation??
wat like ur gf??
hmm...
i think all are your reasonable reasons....

WE ARE HAPPY WHERE WE ARE
YOU CANT GIVE
AND
I BETTER DESERVE IT

P/S* HOPE I WAS COOL WITH YOU STILL THOUGH~~

cos my heart is offline now~~

this is KUSO's grand total~feelings~

2010-01-11T00:03:00.000+08:00

since the day u and me....talk with each other nakedly~~
i wonder why and how WE can act like this...
we looks just like simple fren
or even worst,,,, coursemate
whenever we meet...
just a simple HI or hello....

whenever passby each other...
we both just act like air~~
treat each other like stranger~~

i cant sure is it u my slave,
who giv me the answer...
who suggest to have a trial run....

i cant sure is it u my dear fren,
who quit the addicted xxx just bcoz of the smell...

the most i cant sure is,
is it u,
is it u the one who give me the every response...

or

the truth is.......

KUSO IS AGAIN,,,,FOOLING AROUND????!!!!

p/s: simple answer like yes or no is just enough~~~for me~~

his MASTER vs. her LITTLE SLAVE

2010-01-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

MASTER: hey, u little xxx

SLAVE: hah?? y??

MASTER: how can u ask me y? i am ur master! you just do wat i say...

SLAVE: ok than command me master, i am all urs...

MASTER: just for this moment or forever? i prefer the second one!

SLAVE: hua2, we should have a trial run first.

MASTER: are u serious? ok, its my decision nw. Allow me to command, you, little xxx, u ar so smelly today.So, wash urself as clean as possible!

SLAVE: i bathe dy master.why did u find me smelly in campus today master?

MASTER: coz when u walk by me i feel dizzy. thats y i conclude that u ar smelly!

SLAVE: do i really stink master?

MASTER: tel u slave, u smeel stink today.

SLAVE: ok i admit today i was smelly. i will do anything for u, let i be dirty and indecent.

*p/s: i noe u ar fine with your performance. ya, i really wish to see it LIVE...if u nt mind.....
        i just cant tel u how i feel today, coz u wil turn around and i sure wil stand alone here....
       so....its nice to be fren instead of saying out whats inside my mind.
       BUT if u think other way round one day, please tel me!!! i would like to hear it vli much...
       coz i wil safe during that moment!!!!!!!!!!!

wHAT IS this????? KUSO shock~~~!!!

2010-01-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

最近，真的发生太多事情了
以为力撑忙完了那几个忙翻的星期
那知道，放完假的我，
竟然。。。。
竟然。。。。
在新的2010年里，
收到了第一份大礼。。。
我被BAR！！！！！！！
四次的缺席，造就了我被bar的命运。。。
第一次面对这种事情。。。
让我跳脚一百下更多~~
还好，，，
这个事情`就在今天`正式解决了
谢谢你。。。
愿意把我美丽的名字从那个让人紧张的list里删除~~

GET SHOCK=REALIZE+SELF-SEARCHING+MORE HARDWORKING!!!!!

nothing happen at all

2009-11-21T19:10:00.000+08:00

from the feeling i noe
there is nothing happen at all
it is my own stupidness
wahaha
now clearer bt tat
wooooo
tats y i keep avoid touching my handphone
for the sake of nt contact him
wahaha
and i manage to do tat
tats y i feel i was strong
vli tough...
i now follow wat they tel me
this is the nature of love
unpredictable and
unbelieveable

stalker LIFE~~

2009-11-17T00:07:00.000+08:00

WOW...

I think i had done an amazing job within one week...
get to noe BH...
sms BH...
msn BH...
face to face BH...
AT LAST...
both like stranger~~~

AGAIN~~ i decide nt to b so initiate...
AGAIN~~ i cant control my over caring...
AGAIN~~ i receive BH first move...
AGAIN~~ i step bc to the bginning point...

haha...
feel jealous WHEN~~~
feel anxious WHEN~~~
feel pek cek WHEN~~
feel disturbing WHEN~~

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~

FINAL REPORT~~~
1)stalker basic was under discover during the first few days...
2)being treated as night stalker...
3)stalker basic mission was failed on monday...

haha~~~LEVITY is me!!!!!

2009-11-15T21:12:00.001+08:00

write this to represent DEMI SOH's loyalty....

FRIENDS

utar's gang,,,,inner...
hmm...just can say so lucky to b with u all somethimes...
thanks...
hot tempere DEMI often pop out!~~
but u all can bear with me...
and for vian...
i really too piss of last time,,,
tats y i say so many rude words,,,
pls dun mind,,
just a passing period,,,

utar's gang,,,outer
hmm....thanks for the fetching sometimes
and thanks for the washing machine lending...
thanks for still being fren without earful~~

sab gang,,,FLEMING GANG
hmm...thanks tat we still keep in touch well...
i miss our life in form 5...
we ar fleming oways...
luckily we still having a pencil box as memory...
lets FLEMING FOREVER!!!

sab gang,,,dear school mate and club mate...
hmm...sorry for the disappear...
haha...
dun mean to do tat lah
but dun worry ya
wont forget u all!!!
goin bec muar sure hang out with u all!!!!

plkn frens...
say miss wont miss...
say dun miss but yes, miss u all..
bt jus feel no energy to follow sometimes..
anyway...
together with u all..
plkn is the best memories in my life!!!

haHAfolly IS ME~

2009-11-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

write this to represent DEMI SOH CAI LING's reality~~

FAMILY
towards u all..
feel like owing~~

daddy,,,,thanks for sacrifices so many things just for our expenditures and other needs..
(i noe u like travelling)
but u had just throw them away and save the best for us...
and u oways go bec home so late...
nt enuf sleep had cause u some problm..
we still laugh at u sometimes....
sorry for tat
and
pls bcareful when u fly oversea and go other places for work...
remember,,,,
I LOVE YOU!!!!! so much!!!!!!

mummy,,,,thanks for being so anger towards us sometimes....
(i noe u are force to do so)
without u, i think SPOILT is the only words to describe ours life...
thanks for sacrifices ur time just to send us here and there to tuition class....
weekend suppose to b ur entertainment and relaxing days,
but we oways like to criticize ur activities...
actually we just wan to let u noe, DUN LEAVE DADDY ALONE AT HOME...
with us, oso can having a great time....
and pls...
take ur rest early...
i was away far frm home...
PLS TAKE GOOD CARE....

ah ma,,,,thanks for ur gently temper...
(u had bear for so long time dy)
i noe ah di had make u feel like piss off sometimes
as his sis,,,i say sorry...
pls try to understand tat he is still naive...
he is still a small boy...
WE LOVE U ACTUALLY!!!

ah gong,,,thanks for tolerate with us...
(ur atittude had change a lot i noe)
and for many times,
u being so abitary just bcoz u care me....
u afraid that wil bcum my habits...
i noe u jus wanna threaten me and saving me..
bt u ar so nice sometimes...
I WILL REMEMBER WAT U HAD TOLD ME!!!

its been a month i didnt walk in there,,,,
its been a month i study here,,,
i miss u all....
i really miss u,,,,mum and dad,,,
I WIL TAKE MY OWN responsibility,,,,
I WIL LOVE MYSELF,,,
I WIL EAT WELL AND REST WELL...

TAKE CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

forgive me to b like this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

this time i reallY cant act like shit lah!!!!!
allow me to say something heavy here...
if u ar my frens!!!
pls dun b surprise with wat i abreact!!!

wat the fuck ar u talking abt...
too big to swallow??
then is it too big to sms???
then is it too big to call as class rep???
ok...
u apologive for this dy!!!
but i guess, no, i was very sure that u still dun noe wat u say!!!!

ur fucking comments on my status!!!
i delete it as my pleasure!!!
u dun noe wat i say !!!
so dun ask!!!!
dun comment!!!!
and dun instruct me!!!!

shit!!!
beh tahan lah me!!!!!
wat the hell is this!!!!

pls take wat u want frm me now!!!
i just giv u this apportunity!!!
ur only chance!!!
snatch watever u want from me!!!!!

NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DOWN in the VALLEY!!!!!!

2009-11-06T19:39:00.002+08:00

please dun bother how i reply..
please dun feel angry with the word i use...
and please,
do not care abt my tone..

its just a vli short period of time...
u mayb dun noe me vli much..
so,
please dun judge me...
and talk confidentally when i ask u back...

its been 18 years i lived in these WORLD...
this is my style of interaction with others...
especially when i was at home...
i communicate well with them using this method !!!

i was now disappointed with ur reasons...
now onli i realize...
in ur eyes...

as a fren,
i was nt a loyal fren...

i was now vli sad with ur reasons...
now onli i noe...
as ur fren,
i was nt reliable!!!

please dun 4get...
nt everyone are perfect..
no matter physically or mentally...
this is my unchangeble characteristics...
and i have try to make it disappear!!!

BUT!!!
please remember!!!
nt onli i am the one who has this problem..
u too...
worst than me!!!
just that u dun admit
@
u decline to accept it!!!
making any changes is too difficult for u oso!!!

so!!!!
please,i say please again!!!
dun b so proud and easy when u say something out!!!
pls think abt it b4 u say!!!
coz it really hurt and make some1 sad...

lucky TRIP~~~

2009-11-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

goin for kl last weekend...
great!!!
she is goin to giv birth...soon..
and i can feel the little one movin in his small ""temporary house"...
its really amzing!!!

thanks for allowing me to brg my fren along...
@

thanks for fetching us to and from lrt station...

no matter early or late...

lucky me meet a kind aunty at lrt station tat day...

she give me "rapidpass"...
so i can travel all the way...free of charge!!!
although its the last day when i received this..
but i sincely thanks for ur kind giving...
this had save my $....

不解的迷惑~~一个我不解的世界！！！

2009-10-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

有时候，还是会迷恋，以往所拥有的滋味。。。
虽然口头上千万个不愿意，但其实“它”已经在那蠢蠢欲动。。。
当时所考虑着的，是表面上的问题。。。
回想起，总觉得那很愚蠢，幼稚。。。

说后悔。。。
它也已经成了事实。。。
它也已经偏离了我的轨道。。。
现在想抓也抓不回了。。。

面对着，是我有点不熟悉的一片天空。。。
双手触碰时，我有时候还会装幼稚。。。
希望它的某一部分还会是属于我的。。。

但是，我总不能那么自私。。。
我不能为了自己，把你拖住。。。

去飞吧！！你不用回头！！你不用担心！！
我真的不会难过！！！
就用你饱满的羽翼！！！

去寻在你珍爱遗落的那片土地！！！

ipoh-ING...

2009-10-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

so glad that we have chance and time...
AND we gathered....
this is my second time went IPOH~~
but this is my first time go somewhere by 'KERETA API'...
^^

me, you, him and him...
all together 4 ...
all together 2 pairs...
all together a pair of gay and 2 innocent girls...**
went to ipoh
when the clock pointed at 11am++...

hear that my SISTA will meet us at IPOH PARADE...
quite surprise(for me)

its really lucky..
we meet our 'destiny bus' on the way to bus station...
although i have no seat and terpaksa to stand at least 10 minutes...
but this feeling...
this experience...
make me wanna flashback to secondary school...
'take bus' is my only way that can back home...
most of the time...

went for lunch is our first mission...
KOPITIAM...
nice food..
nice drinks..
nice lighting...

went for MOVIE is our second mission... SURROGATES!!!!!!!!!
BRUCE WILLIAM!!!!!!!!!
excellent!!!

SING K is surely our third mission...
2 hours time...
RM5 each...
is it worth?????
haha....

SHOP....SHOP....SHOP.... SHOP...

satisfied.....
coz i gt wat i want....
^^

my 4th day HERE~~

2009-10-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

21/10/2009
wednesday
this is my 4th day at kampar...
third day at UTAR...
yesterday is wayne's birthday...
i 4get to wish him...
he seems like nt song with me...
complain to me tru msn...
today is raymond's birthday...
i almost 4get to wish him..
AGAIN!!!!
just wanna say:
friends!!!!
very sorry about these...
i always forget urs birthday!!!
pls forgive me!!!!

and
for tomorow
22/10/09
is my little sister birthday...
mummy's birthday coming soon...
haha...
i sure wont 4get d!!!!~~~~

P/S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
FOR ALL OF U WHO BORN ON OCTOBER!!!

new ME is here~~

2009-10-18T22:37:00.002+08:00

packed jor my luggage...
its midnite 11 sumthing...
tat day is jy's birthday..
i suddenly wan eat burger..
wat a sad and delicious last burger at parit jawa~~

the next morning...
i wake up with swollen eyes..
its 9 am bus goin to kuala lumpur..
there's something "special" happen during tat morning..
there is 2 stubborn ppl and a crazy bus company...
oh ya~~
a law by law driver too...
they really mess up my great saturday morning..

GENTING again on the same day...
went there with my uncle and his family...
i accompany my aunty and her children...
unfortunately tat day cartoon movie nt on show...
we terpaksa go buy indoor theme park ticket~~
but there's not much ppl too...
so~~
its a great enjoying moment with them~~

and now...
inside the room...
facing my laptop..
and going to sleep early..
class awaiting for me 2morow...
this is my unique life in kampar...
life study at UTAR~~~
^^

the way @ a way i GAIN ^^

2009-10-16T11:41:00.000+08:00

wu huuoo....
since 99....
this is my first time visited S'gapore...
so excited...expected and look forward...

i take bus there with my grandmum....
she expert dy...
i mean take bus go singapore...
haha
bcos she is a singaporian...
went bac her country often!!!

when we reach kastam..
i really kong mong...
first time see so many auto machine...
last time i oways take car there...
during the passport checking process...
i realize that....hmmhmm...
its vli easy if using a auto machine...

its really too easy go and bac at singapore(if u have a card and money)
one can take mrt at the bus interchange station ...
and there is shopping mall at every mrt station...

omg...
the most jealous thing for me is.....
the students in singapore really take their freedom
how to say
i can see students at everywhere, everytime.
unlike us...
have to go to school at the same time..
they even no need to wear white shoes(they wear their trendy sport shoes)
and their hair oso no need to pin here and pin there...
omg...
our system really out lah
if for me...i rather choose their...
haha...
this is wat i feel real lah...
but my secondary dinasty dy over..
now i freedom oso liao...^^

its really glad that meet with somebody i wish to meet and din see for a very long time...
sometimes wil miss them but when we really see face to face...
so sad...nothing to say...dunoe wat happen..
but i think is the time factor...
time can change every situation...
like wt i see during the second day...

waooooooo!!!
its really song!!!
coz i go out alone to meet my uncle and wn...
i take the bus alone o.....
they stil afraid i wil lost leh
walao....
lost then ask lo....
no need worrrrryyyyy d lah ah ma...
haha...

they brought me go eat japanese food...
but so pity me that..
i cant swallow any heavy meal(consume too much frm the first day there)
so i just eat a $5.80 stupid mango parfait icecream...
but the ramen they ate really smells nice...
we went sing K afterwards .....
hia hia hia...
playing around...
singing around...
flu patient..wn...u ar so geng...still can sing high pitch d song...！！！
lu guang zhong d ah gu...u ar oso geng...can sing gary chao d 寂寞先生！！！！

this trip really make me get in a lot...
i wish i can go there during my next sem break...
and explore more places there...
i want go sentosa!!!!

the most important thins is...
i finally found a chinese medicine shampoo that can save my hair !!!!
YEAH!!!!!

SPecIaL 4 u !!!!! HWV!!!!

2009-10-15T10:34:00.000+08:00

on my way to singapore...
there is a song keep playing in my MP3....
SHE---------不做你的朋友
the lyric of the song make me think of somebody's situation...
if you see truely, clearly and concernly~~~
and here is the lyrics......

S.H.E - 不作你的朋友

作词：葛大为
作曲：Tank
专辑：不想长大

慢慢失忆所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地深怕再一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想被你肯定
在这个时候说我让你感动过

别握住我的手说我一定会懂
做不成的爱人变成最好朋友
别牵着我的手想着别人脸孔
换个方式牵手并不会更好过

可不可以不作你的朋友

慢慢心痛没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中看的见另一人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候对我比从前温柔

别握住我的手说我一定会懂
做不成的爱人变成最好朋友
别牵着我的手想着别人脸孔
换个方式牵手并不会更好过
可不可以不作你的朋友

应该放晴的天气还下雨别这样下去
我难过还是说不出口

一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街口
怎麽走都走不到尽头

别握住我的手说我一定会懂
做不成的爱人变成最好朋友
别牵着我的手想着别人脸孔
换个方式牵手并不会更好过

可不可以别回头

可不可以不作你的朋友!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is wat i feel like u are facing....
hope u can settle it just like ur KIAM PA d character!!!
it is his lose if he din choose u!!!
and for me..
i think tat girl noe everything frm the start...
so~~~
i wish u luck...
just let this go...
there wil have a better day...
there wil have a better guy...
and he wil stand there just waiting for u!!!!!!

可不可以就放手

*人鱼的眼泪**-----南拳妈妈

2009-10-12T04:25:00.000+08:00

透过窗舷你望着翦影一夜
爱上她在天与海的交界
没源头用生命交换了双腿
只为走进爱的人身边

你赌上毁灭相信真爱会永远
不懂专情不适合人类
而你连道别都没有人听见
黎明後随浪花凋谢

你的泪一抹无邪
不属於这个冷漠的世界
舍弃了一切只为一个能够
付出你真爱的机会
你的泪一抹无邪
原来感情那么难以学会
他身边是谁消失前后不后悔
你的悲伤是否像海一样深邃

你不想毁灭相信真爱会永远
不懂专情不适合人类
你最美的梦想泡沫伴随脸
剩童话里留下一页

你的泪一抹无邪
不属於这个冷漠的世界
舍弃了一切只为一个能够
付出你真爱的机会
你的泪一抹无邪
原来感情那么难以学会
他身边是谁消失前后不后悔
你的悲伤是否像海一样深邃

你的泪一抹无邪
原来感情那么难以学会
他身边是谁消失前后不后悔
人鱼最后的泪像海一样深邃

alone@ single@freedom~~~~~

2009-10-12T03:17:00.001+08:00

just one step forward...
start my single blog...
mayb~~~
i want a personal?? space....
hope can see thru myself...
being a 18-year-old girl/boy....
see tat....
wat did i change?? @
what had really change by me... **

living a uni-life...
study at a small town with nice scenary...
here's where less ppl willing to come...
but many ppl have to stay stuck here for at least 3 -5 years....
no doubt...
just like me....
i am a good example~~
but i enjoy all this...
trust me...
i really enjoy my foundation first semester ...
although it is full of sadness and anger...
but it oso let me charge in many great experience especially!!!

looking forward yoooooo...............the next semester!!!!!!!

ViRTUal@just playin around...^^

Slap my own face

CHANGE

非同感想！

wat a nice day~ ^^

乱

ITS SEM BREAK!!!!

SEM BREAK!!!!

REgardLESS~

终于再次亲身体验了！！！

T______T

当爱在靠近

T_T

sigh~~

COLLIDE

...with me~~

珍惜～

善用啊～

什么角什么尖？

怎么了？？

pek cek

疯狂不再～～

我晕～我晕~我晕！！！！

IRRITATING?? ANNOYING??? URGH~~~

KNOWING

REWIND!!!! its REWINDing now!!! wo hoo~~

它～～它～～它终于出来了～～

a kind of gain~~

后悔 到～～～～

NO more room for 犯贱～～

修心之旅～

真的是～～又爽又饱～啊哈哈哈哈哈～～

我要～～～我要～～我要～

为什么历史要重演啊？

whole day SKIP~~

I DONT WAN!!!!!

AGAIN~~

is this end of the CHAPTER??

RECYCLE~

解决=决定了！！

how come????

单人行总是很孤单～～

不变的友情~~ 距离？？？？ 哈哈~

奇怪～～

i do believe~~~

its another day~~

奇怪的梦～～

judgement~~

请问你是笨蛋吗？？？？ 哈哈～～

对对对！！！！！！！！！！

时间真的是"飞逝'啊~~~

新年~~现在是新年耶！！！！

CHINESE NEW YEAR~~~

how cool_cruel huh...

你们“不要这样啦“！！！！

COOL~~~

lov-INg---------------------diet-ING

melt-get-tears...........

glad to have their life...

PUSH THE BUTTON

layan????~~~

CLEAN n' CLEAR now~~

this is KUSO's grand total~~~feelings~~~

his MASTER vs. her LITTLE SLAVE

wHAT IS this????? KUSO shock~~~!!!

nothing happen at all

stalker LIFE~~

haha~~~LEVITY is me!!!!!

haHA~~folly IS ME~~~

forgive me to b like this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DOWN in the VALLEY!!!!!!

lucky TRIP~~~

不解的迷惑~~一个我不解的世界！！！

ipoh-ING...

my 4th day HERE~~

new ME is here~~

the way @ a way i GAIN ^^

SPecIaL 4 u !!!!! HWV!!!!

***人鱼的眼泪****-----南拳妈妈

alone@ single@freedom~~~~~

后悔到～～～～

不变的友情~~ 距离？？？？哈哈~

请问你是笨蛋吗？？？？哈哈～～

this is KUSO's grand total~feelings~

haHAfolly IS ME~

*人鱼的眼泪**-----南拳妈妈