STRONGER

You know the bed feels warmer,

Sleeping here alone,

You know I dream in color,

And do the things I want. 

You think you got the best of me 

Think you had the last laugh

Bet you think that everything good is gone.

Think you left me broken down

Think that i'd come running back

Baby you don't know me, cause you're dead wrong. 

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

Stand a little taller

Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone.

What doesn't kill you makes a fighter

Footsteps even lighter

Doesn't mean i'm over cause you're gone

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger

Just me myself and i

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, 

Stand a little taller

Doesn't mean i'm lonely when i'm alone

You heard that I was starting over with someone new,

They told you I was moving on, over you, 

You didn't think that I'd come back, i'd come back swinging 

You try to break me but you see

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger 

stand a little taller 

doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone. 

What doesn't kill you makes a fighter

Footsteps even lighter

Doesn't mean I'm over cause your gone. 

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger

Just me, myself and I 

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

Stand a little taller Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

Thanks to you I got a new thing started

Thanks to you I'm not the broken hearted

Thanks to you I'm finally thinking 'bout me 

You know in the end the day I left was just my beginning..... in the end...

[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/kelly-clarkson-lyrics/stronger-lyrics.html ]

ExhausTED

不想多说

只是

发烧感冒咳嗽一大堆病

烦人的Midterm

无奈的熬夜

可靠的咖啡

严重的黑眼圈

满脸的痘痘

而已。。。。。

怎样？？？？ 我的样子够邋遢吧？？？？？？？

你太霸道，我太执着。。。

Slap my own face

All the thing i had done for you

is just like

SLAP MY OWN FACE

you never see the good things ive done!!!!!!!!!

what i ask for is belongs to me...

u shouldnt answer me in such ATTITUDE..

your attitude is too bad! too over!

haTE your every NOTHING, WHAT NOW, WHAT YOU WANT , HANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I SHOULD JT LET GO, dun care so much, dun concern and worry so much about you!
then my life wil be easier...

Your damn stupid ATTITUDE is really killing me!

CHANGE

came from both side
and i was spinning inside

look around
it happens
but i need to keep silent
for the sake of their happiness
though i feel its not right

just look back to myself
it changes
i though it will only happen during 18th-year-old time
yet it still happen in my current life

i cannot influence who-ever mind,altitude and principle
except he/she was not determined enough

"Change"

非同感想！

连续看了两天的moral kempen~
不是笑到爆就是感动到流泪～
不知为何～
今天有个video竟然能让我边看边哭！！！
我珍贵的眼泪竟然夺眶而出！！！

什么原因？
我装不知道，
也不想弄清楚！！！
反正能瞒一天是一天～

太多的烦恼
很像都解决不了

不管是对哪方面都好～
思念更是永无停止的
很懊恼！！！！

弱点～就是改不了！！！！

wat a nice day~ ^^

today is 

a nice thursday~ 

a nice 25/11 ever~

wake up around 7~

me bola angpau and our guide, papa(ah yap)~

four of us cycle to old town for our breakfast~

before reaching pasar to buy vege for steamboat~

we found this~~

bola was laughing non stop when she saw this~~

check it out~~ ^^

TADA~~~~~ 

tats it~~

PASAR BABI KAMPAR~~

and the cutiiee pig~

let us think of our dear fren babi aka chia zhi wei~~

muahaha~~

p/s: faster come bec lah babi and penny!!

we all miss you vli much!!!!!!

乱

how i wish to go for a trip~

with my fren, my dearest fren

how i wish i can continue acting

act like i dun care 

act like everything is under my control

how i wish i can hold the tolerant key

be more patient and tolerance 

how i wish i wont quarrel with you again

bt u are the one who think u are oways ryte!!!!

i dislike!!!!! dislike !!!!

with or without

its still me

i wan the ori me

urge~~~~~

just dun ask me Y~

cos i wont tel this time~

no one wil noe~

beside my bloody red thingy~~ lup dup lup dup~

i told her every of my things!!!!

ITS SEM BREAK!!!!

oh ya~~

its sem break 

and 

i am now at MUAR!!!!!!

its impossible to diet here!!!

so i did something crazy like：

《eat eat eat eat non-stop》 

and now was getting fatter and fatter~

change my hairstyle few days ago

cant accept my curly hair at first~

but somebody say he likes it~

 i think i will love it as well as days pass-by.

~GATHERING WITH THE GANG~

date: 08/10/10

time: 7pm（8pm）-12pm

gathered up for ele@shindong ssi@qiant baby and maxine bufday celebration

was having fun with those elf and cassiopia today~~

moli at first

wan tan mee after tat

at last was TANJONG (shooting)

TVXQ MANSAI!!!!!

feel happy for them who are going to the JYJ SHOWCASE!!!

muahaha~ act cute with zhen xuan

biantai hwee mian luks girly?!!! omo!!!

i said this could be the ANGLE problem! ^^

this person is ele@shindong ssi@qiant baby,

the bufday boy??? lol

here goes KYU HYUN wife!!

 XIAH is her husband!!

friendship forever! elf forever! 

p/s:

 i miss you , my dear!!! ^^ 

cant wait to see u!!!! 

SEM BREAK!!!!

oh ya~ 

its sem break~

time to gain weight ~

steamboat~~

take about 4 rounds to finish all these ~

~~THEN~~

it was a trip to GENTING HIHGLANDS with my family~ ^^

little E JAY was enjoying the nice weather there~

 yawnnn~~

sleepy boy~

hey~ little one~

u love to take photo a lot huh~ ^^

piuuu~~

finally u look at the camera~

CUTTIE~~

REgardLESS~

what a tough time to get through

but i have to live it despite of tat stupid suffering

sail with the promises i treasure

I SWEAR

"两个人能在一起是缘分"

i know it's not easy to do the balancing~

it will be: EXHAUSTED~ 

trap in such situation,

nobody can blame for anyone's faulty~

its just:

somebody's ignorance

someone's mistake

somebody's inflexible

someone's stirring up

and 

some senseless information 

some disappointing making-believing story~

all we need to do is KEEP OUR SELF UP~

ya~ UP UP UP!!

let those meaningless thingy keep on meaningless~

round turn around and around~

finally it is just an endless story~

without any proper ending~

all i know is：

sharing=caring

caring=loving

loving!!! XD

终于再次亲身体验了！！！

话说～在很空的某一天～
我衰到一个不幸的遇到了不想有任何交集的人～
没关系～
算我衰！！！

再话说～
我听到了恶心的谈话～
真的让我很无言！！！
搞到我很想撞墙～
是拿他的头去撞墙！！！！

再再话说！！
他故意说了我永远都不会原谅他的话！！！
你要比贱我才不奉陪～
我就假装听不到!!!
哼！！！
你去X吧！！！
我永远记得你是怎么再次得罪我的！！
永远永远都不会忘记你的死人恶心衰样！！

T______T

说不会担心是骗人的啦～

超内疚的～

都怪我啦！！

拜托你快点康复！！！

说不会不爽也是骗人的啦～

虽然知道那是朋友～

但是～

我就是不爽啦！！

不爽！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

为什么会将～

p/s: 距离很远很远很远～有六个小时那么远～

可是，巧克力很甜很甜～非常非常的甜～～

当爱在靠近

真的想 寂寞的时候有个伴
日子再长 也有人一起吃早餐
虽然这种想法 明明就是太简单
只想有人在一起 不管明天在哪里

爱从不容许人三心两意
遇见浑然天成的交集 错过多可惜
如果我是真的 决定付出我的心
能不能有人告诉他别让我伤心

#每一次当爱在靠近
感觉他在紧紧的抱住你
它骚动你的心 遮住你的眼睛
又不让你知道去哪里

#每一次当爱在靠近
都好像在等你要怎么回应
天地都安静 唯一不安的是 你的决定

T_T

我是被抛弃的小孩

整颗心不上又不下

脑袋瓜想东又想西

担心他会把我丢下

我表变成负担

狮子与狮子虽然会很难

但是我们会不一样

一定会不一样

疑心病

你走开啦

我要把你丢掉了

你表回来找我！

p/s:你走开！！！

sigh~~

自信心又再作祟～

女人的心到底是什么做的？
为什么疑心那么重啊?

不过也对啦～
应该是要配上那款女生才算得上匹配～
我这种～
哈哈～
自我嘲笑就行了啦～

哈哈哈～
今天又想太多了～
是neuron太发达了吗？
算了～
这种事收在心里就好～
我绝对不会告诉任何人！！！

p/s:should be tat kind of girl~ bt nt mine kind of girl~ haha~~ zzzz

COLLIDE

even the best fall down sometimes,

even the wrong words seem to rhyme,

out of the doubt that fills my mind,

i somehow find 

you and i

COLLIDE 

you finally find you and i 

COLLIDE

Howie Day 

p/s: i was totally fall in love with this song~

it's lyrics bringing me towards positive thought~ ^^

...with me~~

please bear with me and guide me patiently~

cos i was really out of this situation  for a very long time~

my heart was beaten fast and 

my mind was expecting for something to happen~

all these unfamiliar feelings are coming back~

accompany by my side~

excite my life~

please stay with me all the time~~

p/s: less attention on suju and donghae these few days~ something wrong with me~

 

珍惜～

真是得来不易～
我一定会珍惜！！！
加油～～～～


p/s: 两者兼顾吧！！！ ^^